~Friendship~

show me the meaning of true friendship please..

my definition of true friendship;

the one who always there

during the time of happiness

and also the time you encountered with sadness

the one who share the teenager life's secret 

the one who you can relay the secret on

the one who makes your little heart 

live because of their warm smile... 

however, 

it is hard to find 

true friend

even you are the most perfect person in the world

can't be guaranteed that you'll have the most perfect friend 

i have been hurt

not once

not several

but many times before

by the people

who named themselves friend

i am still on my mission

in searching best

of the best 

maybe

one find day

my mission will comes to its end

or

maybe not

lets wait

and wait. 

waiting..^_^

can't wait..

the owner of the Sepatu Merah shop said that..

my plushies are ready!!!

really really can't wait any moments more

to see my beautiful Ms Jandi dan macho Mr Junpyo

hurray!!! 

 my Baby Junpyo dan my Baby Jandi

BIG thanks to Sepatu Merah

let,s do some fun..

stole from someone,s blog.huhuhu
Bold the statements that ARE true to you. Italicize the statements that you WISH were true. Leave the fibs alone. Then, tag  people to do the same test.

170cm tall

I don’t know what I want at the moment.
I’m not happy.
I hate my friends.
I hate my life.
I hate my grades.
I can drive.
I’m bored of driving.
I have a white handbag.
I love dancing.
I go clubbing every week.
Shopping is bullshit.
I have a tattoo of a star.
I got my navel pierced.
I have friends that take drugs.
90% of my friends smoke.
I’m studying Fashion.
I have a business running.
I hate cartoons
I hate someone.
I have 10 Lollipops handbags.
I buy CLEO every month.
My parents don’t know about my blog.
I have an iPod.
I don’t have faith in the current “one”.
My school mates know about my blog.
I wanted to be a fashion designer.
I love rock emo bands.
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
I’m a rebel.
I don’t believe in love.
High school's filled with drama.
My parents have faith in me. :)
I’ve bought shoes this month.
A blogger bitched about me before.
I hate sports.
I heart Italian food.
I hate meeting new people.
I hate nail polish.
The mother bear gives me hugs.
People should start appreciating me.
High school was the worst time of my life.
I have red hair.
One Utama is my second home.
I’m a guy.
I’m scared of my Biology result exam which I’m going to face someday tomorrow.
I hate vacations.
We’ll last :)
I believe in long distance relationships.I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.
I’ve robbed an old lady.
I'm starting to like applying make-up.I was a tomboy.
At times I think I still am a tomboy.
I love bitching about people behind their backs
I still have a best friend.
I have a cat.
I hate surprise parties.
I hate planning parties.
I’m hot.
I’m a sinner.
I’ve got a DS light.
I have a Wii.
I cant live without music.
Video games are a waste of time.
I miss the father bear.
I love being in love.
I know how to cook.
I have 100% freedom.
Boys are assholes.
I hate Math.
I’m happy with what I have
I love horror films.
I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.
My old friends keep in touch with me.
I don’t read newspapers.
The news is such a waste of time.
Blogging is a waste of time.
I hate animals.
I can’t live without make-up.
I curse like a pirate.
I’m happy with my 11 year old car.
I hate people that are smart.
I love Orange juice.
I can’t drink for nuts.
I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
I’ve got a new phone.
I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.
I love swimming.
I haven’t worked out since March.
I think I’m fat.
I love my friends and family. 

anyone feels free to do it, you can do it.. its just for fun.. ^_^

hurmm...

Assalamualaikum..

i totally out of idea what to put as my title.. by the way, that is not really matter tho.. i found out that this week is the worst week i have went through for the entire of my life. really "sweet" that it has already started on Monday, the really first day. as i have told before in my entry about me being chased by two idiots.. (sorry about the word, but it is really gets on my nerves) till i feel bit trauma to ride my bike to go home this week. yeah, good.. thank you for those two idiots for making my life hectic this week.. i,ll appreciate that and remember that for the rest of my life even though i never knew who you (idiots) are.. sorry that i have broke my own rule in my own blog, that i.,ll never swear. maybe some of you, you and you think that i might be overreacted. hey, put yourself in other people shoes, and you will feel the way i am. but still, i thank Allah the most because nothing bad happen to me that day. Alhamdulilah.. Innallah ha ma' ana..

then, later on, this week continues with not- happy- moments. besides the assignments, i means three assignments that need to be submitted in three week from now in three due dates berturut-turut,  i don't know why lately i feel sooooo sleepy while in class. the worst was in Science of Quran's class last Tuesday when i couldn't keep my eyes from closing till i get the "special" headache because of that sleepiness. i never happen before, i mean never get worst like that. 

then in my last Reflection on Prophetic History class, i could not even answer simple question that my lecturer asked. i don't know what's going on with my mind. My friend told me that i look miserable that day, as,  usually i tend to be cool most of the time..

the latest one, i just discovered that my precious 8 GB Pendrive is missing. just now, my brother ask me to check out for his result which he got the highest in the class, three mumtaz and one jayid jiddan (congratulations!). then he asked me to put it in my pendrive so that he can transfer it into his lappy. so, i search for my pendrive in my small & cute blue bag. i found out that its not there. only 1 GB pendrive, my locker key and my room key is in there. Oh My Allah, what am i going to do? my Phonetics and Phonology task is in there.. there are two video i must work on it.. now, how am i going to complete the works?

this moment, i keep praying and hope that the pendrive is not missing, it just me who misplaced it somewhere else. Ya Allah, please help me.. and also i hope that this coming weeks will brings more happiness and brightful hope.. InshaAllah..

aku trauma...

Assalamualaikum..

hari ni memang wat aku takut dan trauma.. kenapa? begini kisahnya..

seperti biasa, aku akan bertolak balik ke uia.. so seperti biasa aku bersiap2, kemas barang2, masuk kan dlm box kat motor.. dah tu, aku pon bertolak la..  and then, nak dekat sampai ke Gombak, tiba2 ade roadblock.. polis wat sekatan, tapi tahan motor je..aku pon berhenti la ketepi pas polis tu bagi isyarat. procedure macam slalu, mintak lesen dan tgk roadtax.. ok, sume pas dan ok.. tapi bukan tu yang wat aku trauma, sebab tu perkara biasa je la kan.. pas kena check tu, aku pon teruskan perjalanan balik.. tapi mase tu aku rase macam tak sedap hati je..

memang betullah kalau rase tak sedap hati tu, memang ade benda nak jadi.. on the way ke uia gombak, mesti akan melalui R&R la, kalau sape yg biasa lalu tu taulah kan.. tiba2 ade satu motor ni potong aku. aku wat tak kesah je.. nak dijadikan cerita, (motor tu 2 orang naik) mamat yg membonceng tu pandang aku.. aku pandang la blek. tp wat cam biase jerlah, pandang je pon. then mamat tu bisik2 something kat member yg tgh bawak motor tu, suddenly, die saje slowkan motor dieorang, macam main2 plak, nak kenekan aku.. so, aku pon potong la.. then pecut la.. aku ingat abis kat situ je.. ni yg the most trilling part, dieorang leh kejar aku.. memang takut la aku, manelah tau dieorang nak wat something ker, so aku pon pecut lagi laju.. aku tengok kat side mirror, dieorang still kejar aku.. aduh, ni memang gila.. 

sampai je kat traffic light, lampu merah la pulak, aku hanya mampu berdoa dalam hati supaya lampu tu cepat2 bertukar hijau sebab dieorang still kejar aku.. Alhamdulilah, Allah dengar suara hati aku, beberapa saat kemudian, lampu pon bertukar.. aku pon dengan kelajuan yg maksimum pecut sampai masuk gerbang pintu masuk uia.. mase tu barulah hati aku lega sangat2.. tapi!! rupa2 nye dieorang still follow aku!! ni memang GILA! tp Alhamdulilah sampai kat roundabout tu je barulah dieorang patah balik.. Ya Allah, dalam hati aku tuhan je yang tahu.. menurut firasat aku, dieorang berani masuk sampai dalam kawasan uia sebab ingat aku nak selamatkan diri je. memang aku trauma lepas tu..

abis je kelas untuk ari ni, aku terus call ayah aku, pastu citer lah ape yang telah terjadi.. ayah aku memang terkejut la..terus ayah aku cakap tak payah ulang alik naik motor dah, ayah aku amek je kat uia.. motor tu just guna untuk gi klas.. mase tu memang lega sangat2.. nilah pengalaman yg antara yg terngeri dalam hidup aku.. Syukur ke hadrat Ilahi sebab aku masih lagi selamat.. ALHAMDULILAH!!