For You..

 Dear Miss Fathi,

i read it.

i see it.

and i think i must say something.

as a good friend.

being in relationship does not means you got everything

and not being in relationship does not mean you got nothing.

sometimes i do wish to be single again.

because being in relationship is sometimes tiresome and burdensome.

to take care of other people heart while yours is hurting,

is exactly not cool.

being single means He protected you.

He has reserved someone better for you.

don't, please don't blame yourself.

stop blaming yourself for 

something that you did not do.

stop adding insult to your injury.

what is wrong to have expectation?

what is wrong to daydream?

what's wrong to entertain your tiny heart 

with something silly, sometimes?

it is YOUR LIFE.

don't let other people jeopardize your life.

be positive.

why people make silly mistakes? 

why people make wrong decision?

it is to learn.

people aren't perfect,

and i know you know that fact very well.

yes, you have to be patient.

someone is waiting for you.

maybe not now.

but tomorrow, who knows?

He knows better.

keep clinging on Him.

and 

don't try to change yourself just because other people told you so.

ask that people "are you perfect enough though, to change me?"

change because you feel you need to change.

and you know what, a good friend listens.

 when mankind doesn't want to listen, turn to Him.

He listens, share your pain with Him.

He'll never let you down like mankind did.

selfish is mankind middle name.

turn to the Most Gracious Listener.

what's with this, the inferior-complex of yours?

people are special in their own ways.

you are special.

don't let people look down on you.

tell them that you are as good, or much better.

stop admire people so much,

just because they did something extraordinary,

it does not makes you ordinary. 

you are much better than that person you admire.

i can't tell more

since i am also a weak human being

who used to be a loser and pathetic

because i think about other people too much

not myself.

i changed for me myself, not other people. 

i am an ordinary, imperfect creature. 

i learnt from my mistakes.

i turned to Him when mankind let me down.

this is my sincere notes for you,

as a friend.

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