Out of League

 am i out of their league?

or 

are they the one who

out of my league?

i think that i have been surrounded by 

people who i would categorized out of my league.

yeah, distinct much from me.

i know they are out of my league

when i felt a total awkwardness and

uncomfortable to be around them.

it keeps me alarmed.

it feels like i have to be extra careful

or else the alarm will alarmed.

sometimes i feel unfit for this society.

yeah, as i mentioned before, 

my inferiority complex returned.

i dislike this feeling.

feeling that being outcast by the society.

this society.

i do not think that i am the trouble-maker one.

i think they are the one who assume that i don't fit in their group.

nobody knows me yet everyone know my name.

some people judge me, not knowing that i am the same.

i am homo sapiens species too people.

i am not a monster or some kind of alien that are ready to attack and

conquer the universe.

so don't make me feel alienated. 

 maybe my traits didn't suit theirs.

perhaps.

this actually raise several questions.

to my own self.

what have become of me?

why am i like this?

why would i bother?

i am supposed to act and think positively 

and optimistically.

yet i acted as contradict.

this actually lead to confusion 

i want to find the solution.

and i will.

end.

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