The Start

i know what it is all about.

the problem that i encountered several days back.

i tried to figure out what has happened to my own self.

and i think i got the answer now.

as people get older,

their body systems start to decline.

physically and mentally.

i guess that is happening.

i know i am not that "old".

i mean, it is the start.

my stamina these days began to deteriorate.

my skills began to decline.

emotional wreck happened.

i not that old, i emphasized.

yet it begin. The start.

that is why i need to be much more active than before.

i can't let my body and emotion to easily get wreck 

by simple matter.

maintain and persevere by the harsh surrounding

that getting harsh and hard.

i am entering the world's reality bit by bit.

no more fantasy or girlish dreaming.

enough of the issue.

i need to cling myself to Allah always

so that i won't go astray.

end.

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