Rasopariso

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Bila dipandang
Tapi belumlah tentu
Sama warnanya
Di dalam tiada gambaran
Di dalam penuh dugaan

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Ada batasnya
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Kita amalkan
Hati perlulah di dada
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Perlulah bergandingan
Sepanjang zaman
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Tetap bertahan
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Akulah rakan taulanmu

Tak perlu mendabik
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Tunduk bak padi
Semakin berisi
Merendah tiada rugi
Dunia pun senang hati
Larilah ke depan
Mengejar impian
Hitam yang semalam
Jadikan sempadan

Kita kan orang harapan
Tak lekang hulurkan salam

Rasopariso dalam hati
Rasopariso tiada henti

Rasopariso ~ Berbudi Baik

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Life

 i am going to add another year to my age next year.

it has been more than 20 years that i have been living

i am glad that i have been blessed with such a wonderful family

and i have learn a lot during my lifetime.

i did not know what is friend till i got one

i did not know what is love till i fell for one

i did not know what is enemy till i've been hurt once.

i did not know what is betrayal till i felt once.

i did not know what is back stabbing till i got stabbed once.

i truly have learn many things through out my life.

i have been gifted with some kind of instinct

that i could actually read some people.

did not mean to scare you people out.

but it is a gift in which i feel grateful for. 

at least i know the "real" and the "fake" one.

i have been through lots of things.

i used to be a loner.

i used to be a loser.

i have carried such a big responsibility 

at a very young age.

when people around my age having fun with their life,

i have to take care of my kins, 

my dad involved in an accident when i was in UK

and was admitted to ICU.

i cried when i saw my dad like that, for the first time.

lying unconsciously with broken leg and lots of wire around him

which broke my heart.

my mum broke her Colar Bone.

i happened a day before Eid Celebration.

i celebrated Eid without my parents,

took care of my small sisters who couldn't really adapt the situation.

and i am just 15 years old. 

i still remember,

my mum and i have to walk to buy groceries

in -1 degree celcius we walked home with lots of groceries.

i can still feel the pain of carrying that in such a cold day.

i have to skip classes to take care of family to the point

 that i received letter from school.

this is a true story of my life.

which makes me realize what life is about.

which makes me appreciate my life more

which makes me mature more than my age.

Life ~ that is what we called.....

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Silent Morning

 wake up early today

so i am thinking to type something down

 it also has been a while since my last post.

nothing much to rant lately

except for hectic and messiness life 

that i have to lead these days

its never ending.

class will start bit late today, at the afternoon

but i have to come early.

something have to be settle.

okay, the American Literature Exhibition is over.

right now i am busy with staging.

but i won't be the main lead anymore.

Glad.

cause i know how disaster it is to be the main lead.

this semester will come to its end soon.

but nothing change much.

still load of works which can drives me crazy.

Final examination also around the corner,

but still don't have enough or perhaps 

do not have time at all to revise. 

 can't expect something extraordinary good to happen

just hoping that today will be a mere good one.

and that is my mere hope.

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Moonlight Sonata

night of the nights

stood alone far from sight

not always but tonight

in shining amour you the knight

savior of the hopeless 

rescuer from the blindness

but empty for the heartless

and ignorant of the thoughtless

light shaded in mercy blue

  no beauty is the true

still come dreamers in cue

  grant wishes that never come true

come and taste the melodious splendor

could heal the hurting heart better

comfort the fading soul in tender

 sadly, for it to last forever is likely never

.

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~ it is a sudden inspiration that i get 
while listening to Moonlight Sonata 

by Ludwig Van Beethoven

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