Wednesday, November 28, 2012

mere celotehan.







seems like yesterday i posted my last entry
but i have been more than a week
without a therapy.

yes.
i regard writing as my own personal therapy.
my own personal pain killer
my own personal tranquilizer.
i mean, 
this style of writing. 

its been a long journey
before i came here.
tones of works
to be done
sooner or later.

been through lots of nerve-wrecking moments
pain and distraction.
been spending lots of time of so many things
that i neglected my own self. 

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kebarangkalian itu semakin hilang
kalau dulu nampak jelas
sekarang macam dah pudar
sedikit demi sedikit.

nak saja aku jerit
tapi jeritan itu hanya sampai 
setakat kerongkong.
yang tak terluah
di hujung bibir.

dengan cara apa lagi aku tak pasti
belum pasti.
sebab aku hanya mampu rancang
itu ini.
yang menentukan hanya Dia.

hanya aku harap
lautan tidak selalu bergelora
untuk aku terus berlayar.
 




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Saturday, November 17, 2012

Changing for good.








"every sinners have a future
and every faithfuls have a history"

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changing for good is good.
the fact that changing is hard already known by 
every human being.
it is difficult tho.

but everything require a start
even it is initiated by force.
 still, it is a start.
fake it, till you make it.

how can people say changing is not easy
when they can easily change their heart huh.
little bit of irony happened here.

when you found some irritating traits in your blood
that annoyed people,
 you need to change.
really.
seriously.

 "accept people the way they are"
yeah, you might say that
but lets comprise each other
they accept yours,
so you also should try to change.


changing for good isn't a crime people
it leads to even better life in fact.

just imagine, 
how harmonious it can be
when people are tolerating with each other.
can already smell the scent of peacefulness.
indeed.

 
P/s: still in the process of transforming
       of becoming a better human being.
 

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