Life

 i am going to add another year to my age next year.

it has been more than 20 years that i have been living

i am glad that i have been blessed with such a wonderful family

and i have learn a lot during my lifetime.

i did not know what is friend till i got one

i did not know what is love till i fell for one

i did not know what is enemy till i've been hurt once.

i did not know what is betrayal till i felt once.

i did not know what is back stabbing till i got stabbed once.

i truly have learn many things through out my life.

i have been gifted with some kind of instinct

that i could actually read some people.

did not mean to scare you people out.

but it is a gift in which i feel grateful for. 

at least i know the "real" and the "fake" one.

i have been through lots of things.

i used to be a loner.

i used to be a loser.

i have carried such a big responsibility 

at a very young age.

when people around my age having fun with their life,

i have to take care of my kins, 

my dad involved in an accident when i was in UK

and was admitted to ICU.

i cried when i saw my dad like that, for the first time.

lying unconsciously with broken leg and lots of wire around him

which broke my heart.

my mum broke her Colar Bone.

i happened a day before Eid Celebration.

i celebrated Eid without my parents,

took care of my small sisters who couldn't really adapt the situation.

and i am just 15 years old. 

i still remember,

my mum and i have to walk to buy groceries

in -1 degree celcius we walked home with lots of groceries.

i can still feel the pain of carrying that in such a cold day.

i have to skip classes to take care of family to the point

 that i received letter from school.

this is a true story of my life.

which makes me realize what life is about.

which makes me appreciate my life more

which makes me mature more than my age.

Life ~ that is what we called.....

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