Saturday, March 31, 2012

tempat itu..




 tempat itu...
sebenarnya bukanlah tempat asalku
pada mula aku di situ
rasa awkward
kerana tiada siapa yang mengenali.

tempat itu...
lama kelamaan terjatuh suka aku 
dengan keindahan dan damai nya
tiada hiruk piruk
tiada selalu jammed.
selesa.

tempat itu...
aku mengenali mereka
yang sekepala 
sejiwa
gila-gila

tempat itu..
telah aku tinggalkan hampir lama
jarang dapat kembali.
kerana kesibukan masa
kerja
menghalang kepulangan aku.

tempat itu..
biarpun jauh dimata
namun di hati sentiasa ada.
gamitan di jiwa
bisik
bahawa tempat itu
aku rindui selalu.




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Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Love



 there was a little girl. 
who know nothing about love.
nothing at all.
her world revolved around dolls and Mr. Teddy.
that defined her meaning of happiness.

she cared for everyone around her.
mommy and daddy. 
her friends too.
she hugged and kissed them everyday. 
never missed every single day caring for them.

then, she grown up. 
now became a teenage girl.
cheerful and happy 
yet, she met a boy.
she felt something, different.
they fell in love.
at that time, she thought that she already knew what "love" was. 
she was so in love with the guy
 that she forgot to love her mommy and daddy.

mommy and daddy did not like the guy.
they said that guy only fooling around with her.
she was so angry with mommy and daddy.
that she scolded them without any mercy.
love made the girl blind.
and she run away with that guy.
she wanted to live with him
who she believed was her truest love.

the belief she hold was only for a moment.
the guy left her saying he loved her no more.
she cried and begging for him not to go
the guy scolded her and chased her away.
and there she was left alone....

she walked slowly 
to her home.
standing in front the house
reminisced every moments with mommy and daddy.
tear shed heavily, full of regret.
then, she heard her name being called
by the people that before she scold.
she thought she will get the punishment
but what she got was affection.
no question, no anger
no what so ever.
only kiss and hug just like ever..

 now, she is a young lady
who truly understand what love is.
not the love that was momentarily 
yet the love that remain eternally 
that is the love of mommy and daddy.


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Friday, March 16, 2012

Busy



haven't post something for quite sometime.
can't be bothered.
busy-ness and hectic-ness
even if i really want to but i can't.
distracted.
will remain in silent for a moment.
but will be back.
that is a promise.


terima kasih dunia
 demi mengejarmu
terabai diriku
terima kasih.




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Sunday, March 4, 2012

Four Seasons: Wintry Heart



 cold eyes 
 cold heart 
icy and slippery
calm and chilly


 pretty much distracted by surrounding lately
makes my heart worn out.
sometimes couldn't cope with it.
like running, catching a train
that already departed. 
at the end,
been left at the station 
tired, quiet and alone.

left chest as cold as winter 
although it is cold yet, its calm.
just sometimes when wind blows
it turns even colder.

like a snowflake human heart is.
small, cold, weak.
in one harsh touch,
it breaks.

 the weak Snowflakes
when plural and double it
when add and gather it
it will turn into strong and captivating
Snowman.

i wanna be a Snowman
who could bear chilly wind
who could stand the cold pressure
and temperature
of the wintry heart.




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