happy for you.

we used to be friend, 

but i don't know if we still are,

at this particular moment.

glad that you have come to another stage 

of your life even though you've never told 

me anything about that. 

hopefully you are doing fine in your relationship.

i will always pray for your happiness.

for you who used to be called 

a Friend.

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colour of my life

 really need colour like the picture above 

to brighten my life right now.

having such a dull colour in your life 

is actually not cool.

i mean it, not cool at all.

yeah, the life of a student

is like the ebb and flow of tides.

sometimes you'll feel joyful

its the part when you get high grades, 

or finally accomplished the assignments

or while chillin' with friends

but not the part

where you're in the process of completing

those assignments and striving to get higher mark

can't wait for mid break right now.

BUT, i must go through lotsa thing before 

finally reach the holiday.

can't wait, can't wait no more.

just need little bit of strength 

also little bit of painting and colouring 

on the canvas of my life.

 JoJo_Hands_off

The Silence

 was pure as white before

enjoying the timeline as rainbow

clear wide mind like the sea

fly by like bubble freely 

regrettably 

the rainbow come and go easy

and the bubble break simply

where's the ending of the sea?

the white tainted in blackly

 for the mistake that was done,

by the dull capacity

live in lament till eternity

chastise by time ceaselessly

longing that He

forgive and give His mercy.

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Welcome to the Club

in a mood of glad since one of my friends is already started to 

do blogging. Yeah!!

can't wait for her "hot" stories and posts.. kekeke

to you my friend, 

welcome to the world of blogging!

have fun~

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Indescribable Feeling

 i sometimes do feel something in my mind

but i can't tell what it is.

indescribable feeling.

i envy those who have determination and know 

what they want to achieve in their life.

yes, i did envy.

because sometimes i don't know what i want in my own life.

i mean, my ambition.

who and what am i in the future.

like what i am doing right now.

what am i studying right now.

i like English, i do.

however, i don't feel like doing it.

actually i always love to be a designer 

and also a writer.

but, i have no supporter.

my parent of course would not encourage me to do so.

they have stereotype view on this.

for them, "those" don't have any market.

and you would not survive with "those". 

as a child and daughter, i obeyed them.

but the "unwilling" feels always there

somewhere in my heart.

indeed, i don't put blame on my parents

and i tried to take it positively. 

GOD knows better.

that is the reason why He makes me do this.

i faithfully believed my GOD.

since everything happen with a reason.

hoping that this indescribable feeling will

turns to exact,

certainty.

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Be Grateful..

 i was watching TV program where there is one

segment about unfortunate people around us

in which makes me realized something.

it is all about being grateful.

in that episode, they broadcasted a sad story about

a beautiful, bright, successful woman

who was encountered with something about nerve-disease

like that (sorry, i don't remember that term)

which paralyzed her body and made her in state of coma.   

this unfortunate woman has been in that state for two years now.

this disease attacked her out of sudden actually. 

seeing her picture before she was attacked and now laying in the bed 

made me realized that we should be grateful of what we are now and what we have.

something might happen in the future, who knows.

who cares if we don't have good look or rich or what so ever.

so people, be grateful...

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not all can afford.

 in Malaysia, most of the students were dependent on loan to

support their studies. 

Malaysian, i know you know what i am talking about right?

believe me, if you ask them, including me

"do you like to be in debt?"

of course the answer would be "NO"

but that is what happening in Malaysia. 

you borrowed for the sake of study.

then you have to pay with interest.

guys, we already in debt even we are not 

in working field yet.

how 'good' is that..

but somehow, some of us was like,

"we couldn't afford, so it is the best way"

yes, that is my point. 

Not all people could afford the studies with their own 

or their parents' money.

why am i typing this entry?

because i just read someone blog about this 

matter, in which i believe that person do not

understand this concept which really made me pissed off.

i do know that person.

i know your family is well-being and educated also.

so please open your mind, duuhh..

not all people rich and well-being.

but still, for the sake of study, they have to.

for me, these people are more independent than you are

who just depended on your mom and dad money.

pity you. 

like the saying of wise man

"put yourself in other people's shoes"

my question to you,

"would you like to support us?"

please, read it sarcastically. 

got it, ponder.. please.

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Happy me...

 just wanna tell you guys that i am happy right now.

last Tuesday i told you guys that i am having 

driving test which was held yesterday.

i am glad that i passed it with a flying color. 

no problem at all, everything went smoothly.

 Thank you Allah.

let me share bit about it.
actually, nothing really weird happened.
like i said before, it went smooth.
just that, when in part 3 of the test,
i was tested by using different car.
during practices, i used and already familiar with Kancil
but yesterday, i got Viva.
so, it made my fretting and shaking a little.
yet, thank God, i am okay.

i am really glad that i can drive legally right now.
because, its different to drive legally and illegally,
i mean, the feeling.
legally, you feel safe and confident
illegally, you just can pray that you'll not come
across any policeman. hahaha

whatever it is, i am happy.
please be happy for me!  kekeke

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accompany me, luck!

 i know its a bit later than anyone else

but i'll manage to do it.

its driving test guys..

i have driving test day after tomorrow

wish me luck please!

 JoJo_Hands_off

Dream

i had a dream that i really wish could be true..

but it is too impossible to be true..

dream will be just the way it is..

dream is just a dream…

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They ARE my friends

 this is my friends. 

INDEED my friends, and my friends in NEED.

the left side is Nur Faathinah Roshdan

and the right side is Suhailah Hussein.

without them my uni life would be as dull as old shirt (?)

thanks guys for being such a good friend.

hope that we'll be friend till the last breath

^^

 p/s: sorry guys, i posted your picture..hehe

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F.R.I.E.N.D

they inspire you

they help you

they cry with you

they laugh with you

they share everything with you

they ease your pain

they are what I called

F.R.I.E.N.D

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On Rainy Days

its rainy

when i saw you

you smiled at me

i was startled, looking at you

slowly approached me

an umbrella with you

touched my hand warmly

wiping my tears its you 

tears fall heavily

feels turn out to be blue

"don't cry"

said you

you hugged me

and say "i love you"

  "hold onto me"

"and I will protect you"

he promised me

"i'll never hurt you"

and its rainy

that i am falling in love with you

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return to where i belong..

 just return to where i started before.

just thought that i need something fresh.

just wanted a simpler look.

just need to change to different background.

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the end of Hectic, the start of hectic

 finally, this is the end of hectic week.

yeah, i got stressed and tension due to 

my brother's wedding. 

but it all have ended well yesterday.

and that is gonna be my reason for leaving 

this blog for a while.

okay, just let the gone.

this is also a sign for 

something which is triple fold bigger.

the word "hectic" not gonna let me go.

i will started to be busy with my new semester.

Hey! i am going to act again this semester.

remember some times ago,

that i have to act for my Drama class.

this time gonna be American Literature class.

 but not feel excited tho. 

i am no good in act and no like it.

i like singing better, but there's no courses 

for such thing. T_T

i wish there is, but it is too impossible.

yeah i know, just get a grip and face the reality.

so, i am gonna be in hectic condition for four months

starting from now on.

must get myself ready.

just Addio for now okay..

JoJo_Hands_off