Note

it is not solely my fault that i couldn't write regularly

usually its other stuff that bother.

 in denial.

a bit awkward for it has been a while

and i find myself struggle for a bit to find perfect words.

what could i say more.

just busy-ness that never ends.

don't take that as a whine.

it just a mere mention.

the end is around the corner.

i mean this year i am graduating.

and i foresee my plan after that.

its good to have long term plans.

 it is a "plan" after all.

which means it can change.

it can be mended as well. 

because i believe that 

the Most Gracious is the Best Planner above all.

i am evolving, i guess.

like for instance,

 i usually don't take English materials as

leisure reading of mine and it always for academic purposes.

yet, now i enjoy reading English. 

this is like 5 years back.

what a memoir. 

it has been that long, i haven't realised.

everybody are on "graduating" mode as far as i can see.

the aura is a bit different.

i can feel the seriousness,

level of maturity is toned high.

commitment.

 everybody seems to spend lots more time, more than usual.

some of them were distancing away.

and after this i will have to say the second goodbye.

the first was after high school.

the former is hard, but the latter is harder.

the fact that we will have to face the reality world after this

sometimes make me bewildering. 

i dunno if we can meet as regular as before.

just a mere heartfelt emotion that creeping from deep inside.

The End Of The Topic.