yeah right.
that is not true.
no such feeling of holiday bliss or whatnot
it is Holiday pain.
being unusually productive this mid break
is somehow regarded as something weird
for me.
usually when entering 'holiday mode'
i tend to forget that
i have lotsa assignments to attend to.
and freak out when holiday is about to end.
totally embracing holiday.
however, not this time.
maybe this is what i called "fourth year syndrome"
or maybe because i already make "to-do-list" and
put it on my study table in which i always look upon everyday.
its either one.
i am lucky that my parent don't have any holiday plans
in which i am totally sure that i will be left out.
well, i am the one who choose to be left out
and pretend that assignments is something that is enjoyable.
weirdo.
i have no choice though.
"bersusah-susah dahulu, senang lenang kemudian"
i'll stick on that.
although happiness is getting further away,
but it will return someday.
i believe.
i do.
The End Of The Topic.
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