Reality now, Reality ahead.

i would like to declare that

this April is the most busiest month of all.

like in a conventional storyline, 

we would have climax part.

so this is the one.

the peak.

pretty much occupied.

with lots of deadlines to catch up

presentation, assignments..yada yada.

but i miss writing.

i mean, casual writing.

so i will make sure that i write.

at least once in a month.

 

 although i am not graduating this current semester,

but i have started to re-think about my future.

yeah, surrounding by friends who will be graduating soon,

hearing 'em talking, what's next and whatnot,

i am tempted.

to work or to further study.

reality is like a door in front of my eyes.

that are ready to be opened any moment.

it just me who have yet ready to open it.

sometimes, feels like

 'ah, won't bother. don't bother'

but bugger, it not as easy as that 

to slip that thought out of mind.

some say,

"work lah, gain some experience"

and the other would say,

"further study. this is the suitable time, don't wait because 

you'll lose interest somehow"

my choice right now inclined more toward the latter.

but who knows.

its just a plan.

short term plan i would say, 

for a moment.

so, i just really want to focus 

on the reality in front of me right now.

the moment deadlines come across my mind,

that is when i know i should stop thinking about this future stuff.

at least for now.

The End Of The Topic.