Heartless

long, long ago....

once upon a time,
 there was a little girl with a little heart
who cherished every moment that she went through.
she was cheerful and bright.
her warm smile that never fade away from her little face
would embraced anyone into tranquility
her little heart was kind and happiness of others was hers too.

but there were always people with cruel hearts
who hate to see her with her beautiful heart.
often they treat her with the cruelest manners.
so often that she shed tears every time
she tried to endure.
yet, her heart was so small to cope
so small to endure another pain
gradually, warm smile from her face faded away.

not until one day,
that she made a vow to stop being good.
she became rebellious
evil smirk replaced that warm smile.
her soft little heart turned into lifeless and emotionless stone.
she became a heartless teenager.
often she hurts people to get her revenge.
through that satisfaction, she consoled her painful heart.
so much satisfaction that she gained, yet there were so much also to lose.
black tainted her pure little heart.
so black that one day she hurts people that she loved the most.
hate haunted her life from that day.
so much of hates that no more of love she felt.
emptiness filled her fragile heart.
and she cried again.
and again.

but then, there was a warm voice deep within inside her emptied and stoned heart
she kept hearing the voice.
somehow that voice soothed her pain.
the voice that she finally led into recognition 
the long lost little heart, was that voice.
an epiphany slipped into her heartless heart.
useless rebel for she also got tired of it.
small love was there still.
aiding her painful fragile heart
gave her bond of inspiration.
broke the wall of hate in her stoned heart.
let her to forget her past and dream of better future.
the beginning of new life.

today, she was no longer that rebel young teenager.
though there are lots of bandage used to mend her fragile heart
but she believes that it will never broken apart.
though there is somehow heartless-she within her,
but it helps her to be strong enough to overcome painful torment
that she used to since yesteryear of years she'd been through.

she finally attained loves she lost. 
from God.
from the people she loved the most.
and that is enough
for her to get through her life
till the day she takes her last breath. 



The End