Road Not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth.

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same.

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I–
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

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why Robert Frost's Road Not Taken?

because  i'm in this kind of situation right now.

i have taken a wrong road in my life, probably.

to regret and to be sad is just too late

because i have taken the path.

i should have written this ages ago

but i kept postponing.

i think i need a hiatus for a while

i want to hide from this kind of world 

for a moment.

i need to mend myself.

everything is frustrating.

i don't even know whether its all my faults 

or other people faults.

i never had such big humiliation in my life.

people are just too cruel and unfair, 

but it in not right to jeopardize other people life

just because you want to satisfy your selfishness

while typing this, i am in stable emotion.

just saying this, since people might say 

i could have gone mad or crazy.

maybe it just me who think too much.

perhaps.

but it is my right to take care of my life.

 i need changes.

i won't let people mess with my life, no more.

people, people, people

these are the words that i've tired to meddling off.

right now i feel that i have lost my self-confidence

and i could feel hatred in myself.

i am tired of everything

i just want to be solitary

and i need solidarity.

maybe its me

who have commit mistakes before.

and this is the punishment.

it it true, then it really served me right.

okay, give me a break.

i want to heal the pain

in my left chest.

but i guess the scar will remain

for eternity...

 auch_down